saliha

cant get you outta my head Saliha. I wish you loved me. At least i wish u gave me a chance. But i would know i would never be ur love. Anyway what did i expect that? You were special girl with big hazel eyes and beautiful brown hair which is somehow dyed to red when it goes to down . But me, i was just a creep around of you. nevermind...

Approximately 3 years before, (27/xx/2014 or 2015) i had told ya that" i loved you and i ***couldnt have*** said u. You know me i was shy". I wish i said this fuking shit to you when i saw you for the first time so maybe i would change my school and move my ass from where you are. Do you know i can still remember the moment that i saw u for the first time in ur class. nevermind it does not matter anymore. Maybe u already forgot about me but i will never forget you. I cant forget you anyway, when i said that i loved u your response was like you would wanna say something bad but at the same time u would not wanna hurt me. I can understand you Saliha. But you know ive been hurt so bad. Maybe the pain that i struggle with fades slowly but my love for you will remain forever.

Edit: it should have been "could have" instead of "have could". I have just corrected it. Thx turkish rat.