You may feel more loser if you had something before.I feel lonely more than ever. Although the effort that my family, i am the masterpiece of disappointment.I feel like soulless.I live like there is nothing out there for me.I dream a lot.But i don't do anything about it.It affects my self-confidence. Actually, 'confidence' left the building so long ago.I have always separated little worlds that built for myself.Lol.It sounds so teenage. Unfortunately, the problem is growing up.I wish I didn't grow up.Finally, i found something to tell you, boys.My fucking useless story.The story of just a regular boy who grew up in middle-class family.Sit tight fellas, it's going to blow your minds up